PARENTING

I'm single parent of two girls... ang hirap!!! as in...
For 12 years of being a mother to my kids, i can't consider myself as a responsible and good parent to them.
I love them more than my life.
I am a democratic type of person but with my kids, I tend to be so strict...that they don't understand most of the time.

I have so many fears for my kids...
I'm always hoping and praying that they will always be safe and will have a good future ahead of them.
...that they will not experience the same mistakes that i did.

I have to be more patience, more responsible and be my kids' strength for life!

With the help of my mother...
and with God's guidance

inspirational quote for me

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

SINGLE

I'm separated!
Super accepted ko na...
To be single for life!
Kahit at first eh super hurt ako because of my kids.
Iba na rin nman ang meaning ngayon ng family, not necessarily may ama..

Naicp ko lng...
Heredetary ba ang pagiging separated at single?
Sa pamilya, bakit parang ang dami nmen?
Ayoko isipin na may mali sa pamilya namen...

Not necessarily nmang lahat eh separated s partner, ung iba they prefer to be single for life, ang iba nman kahit nagbuntis eh ayaw magpakasal kase mas mahalaga eh ang anak.

It really runs in the blood!

career

We always asked since we were small...
"WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?"
When we were in high school.. that's the time we are preparing for the course in college that we want to take up...
In all those times... my answer is "i don't know"
And today... i still don't know

I felt that I'm just pressured to finish my college degree...
Because I belong to the family of a degree holder...
Because I don't want my mother to get frustrated with me, a single parent who's working so hard for me, her only daughter...

How i wish there's NSAT (National Secondary Assessment Test) during my high school days so that my skills and abilities will be assessed and i will know where should i be.Hindi ko alam ang forte ko, kung sang laranagan ako magaling.

Obviously, until now i don't know... para san ba talaga ako
I finished Bachelor of Secondary Education major in Social Science in Philippine Normal University. I am working as a government employee in the Department of Education-Tagaytay City Science High School as Social Studies Teacher for six(6) years then as ICT teacher up to now. Ang layo d b? Magkaibang magkaiba ang Social Studies at ICT.

I have simple dreams... to have a bahay kubo, to be a housewife and a mother to my children.
It did not happen. I have to be a working mom for my children.

I love tiangge, and i am a member of different business networking because once i dream of having a business of my own... pero sabi q s sarili ko, hindi nman ako magaling mathematics, kaya ko ba un?

I also thought of working overseas...
Am i qualified?
I have nothing to write on my resume...
I am just a simple woman..
I am just a college graduate...
I am just a simple government employee...
I am just a social studies and ICT teacher...
I am just a simple mother of 2 kids...

Maybe i am just too tired and stressed of my work that's why i am writing again about this, like my other blog entry "WORK DESCRIPTION"
Again, i am the best example of the figure of speech...
Jack of all trades, master of none